Barely A Vapor

"I love it, it's my thing, let it go."
Miranda,
Sex and the City

posts tagged "personal"

So I guess there’s an epic battle going on outside… OH WAIT. It’s just my neighbor’s surround-sound. NEVERMIND.

wtf, dude?? LOUD ENOUGH??

All of my clothes feel like somebody’s old throwaways. I don’t like it.

THE CUTE GUY CAME BACK!!!

Jeeze I turn into such a weirdo when I’m around hot guys. Get all shaky, drop their change, etc…. Almost melted looking into his eyes……………….
I’m such a spaz. 

BUT OMG HE WAS ALL WET FROM THE RAIN AND WAS WEARING THIS DARK GREEN LONG SLEEVED WAFFLE TEEEE!

Waffle t’s are my weakness. 
:) :)  

Some random lady I’ve NEVER seen in my building before just knocked on my apartment door asking for my internet password for just tonight… Um… NO.

What, so you can steal it?? I don’t think so. I pay good money for my internet, get your own. 

My hands: The only things I liked about myself. The only things I actually thought were beautiful. I take care of them. I use them for everything. I use them to create. The ONE THING I actually liked about ME. So of course they get ruined.
Burned myself at the Student Center ladling soup into my bowl. Wrist hit the heat lamp, and that beauty was ended. :( 

My hands: The only things I liked about myself. The only things I actually thought were beautiful. I take care of them. I use them for everything. I use them to create. The ONE THING I actually liked about ME. 

So of course they get ruined.

Burned myself at the Student Center ladling soup into my bowl. Wrist hit the heat lamp, and that beauty was ended. :( 

I guess the only positive thing about tonight is this:

-Cute guy from the Pita shop next-door comes into the diner for coffee to go. Orders large, I give him extra large, and charge him for a small. (He comes in all the time).

-Five minutes later another cute guy from the same store comes in for coffee. Orders large, I give him large, and charge him for a small. (A few more times and he qualifies for extra-large-advantage.) He asks for cream, I give him 3 packets.

-Five minutes later he comes back asking for 4 more creamers, and my name. Then he proceeds to cutely, and awkwardly, say how he thought I also worked at another store down the street, and how it’s funny that he’s met two Madisons this week.

 Could you be more obvious and adorable??

Lol. As if anything is EVER going to happen. Haaaaaaa. 
At least I have dreams.  

The guy I’ve liked for a while now just texted me saying he’s met a girl who’s apparently “The One”. I wanna be sick. Or die. Or both.

Ugh

Always wanted to do one of these. Will probably delete it tomorrow... In the mean time, here's a bit about me.. lol ↘

Cross through what you’ve done:

1. had sex

2. bought condoms

3. gotten pregnant

4. failed a class

5. kissed a boy

6. kissed a girl 

7. used a little paper bag for lunch

8. had a job

8. slipped on ice

9. missed the school bus

11. left the house without my wallet/purse

12. bullied someone on the internet

13. sexted

14. had sex in public (I guess parties count…)

15. played on a sports team

16. smoked weed

17. smoked cigarettes

18. smoked a cigar

19. drank alcohol

20. watched “The Breakfast Club”

21. been overweight

22. been underweight

23. had an eating disorder

24. been to a wedding

 25. made fun of someone for being fat

26. been on the computer for 5 hours straight

27. watched tv for 5 hours straight

28. been late for work

29. been late for school

30. kissed someone in the rain

31. showered with someone else 

32. failed my drivers test

33. ran a mile in less than 10 minutes

34. been outside my home country

35. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours

36. gotten my heart broken

37. had a credit/debit card

38. been to a professional sports game

49. broken a bone

40. been unhappy about my weight (always)

41. won a trophy

42. cut myself

43. had an STD

44. got engaged

45. been on a diet

46. tried out to be on a tv show

47. rode in a taxi

48. been to prom

49. played in a drinking game

50. stayed up for 24 hours or more

51. been to a concert

52. had a three-some

53. had a crush on someone of the same sex
54. been in a car accident

55. had braces

56. learned another language

57. killed an animal/bug

58. been to a yard sale

 59. been to a japanese steakhouse

60. worn make up

61. talked to someone via webcam

62. lost my virginity before I was 16

63. had my wisdom teeth taken out

64. kissed someone a different race than myself

65. snuck out of the house

66. bought porn

67. had a virus on my computer

68. had oral sex

69. dyed my hair

70. gone skinny dipping

71. graduated from college

72. wore someone else’s clothes

73. voted in a presidential election

74. rode in an ambulance

75. rode in a helicopter

76. caught the stove on fire

77. got in a verbal fight

78. been on vacation

79. been on an airplane

80. been on a boat

81. had surgery. (Oral surgery. Awful.)

82. kissed someone before I was 14.

83. beat a video game

84. found something valuable on the ground (100  bucks!! )

85. made a survey

86. stalked someone on facebook/myspace

87. prank called someone

88. been to a library outside of school

89. spent over $100 shopping in one day

90. cut my hair and hated it

91. peed outside

92. went fishing

93. helped with charity

94. taken a pregnancy test.

95. been rejected by a crush

96. been suspended from school (It was only ISS though, so nbd.)

97. broken a mirror

98. faked sick from school

99. owned a pet

100. been to six flags

(Source: shekicksass, via spumonis)

Today at work it was slow and I was leaning on the counter with my head in one hand, a pen in the other. Waiting for someone to come into the restaurant. Waiting for something to happen. Suddenly, I had the strange urge to jam the pen straight into my wrist and keep stabbing.

No idea why.